Love In Vain

With each passing love
my heart explodes
With each touch
my soul implodes
With each lie
my will is broken
With each person I trust
there are always words left unspoken
How does one continue to believe
How I ask
When the only thing your words do is deceive

Zarmig & David....

We have come here today in celebration of your promise to one another.
A promise you have pledged within your hearts
One of admiration, respect and love,
A vow that one day soon shall be witnessed by God above

A love that should never to be tried, tested or broken
A bond that should always be evident and seen.
Even when words are left unspoken

What was once a wish for a soul mate sent to the heavens in form of silent prayer
Spoken between two entities through this world of space and time
Has now been realized in both your hearts
That from this day on your lives will forever be intertwined.

For God has blessed you both with a keeper for your heart
One that will love, honor and always know your worth
Even when apart

Where once two hearts, two souls and two journeys dwelled apart
Will now be infinitely bound by God, by Love
And most importantly within your heart.

I wish for you both infinity of happiness, health and love
And may you never feel more whole then when you are together.
All my love always to you both

Have You Ever...

Have ever felt so lost that you thought you could never find your way home?
Or that all the days God could possibly grant you upon this earth would never be enough to make you feel alive
Have you ever felt so afraid that you could barely stand?
That no amount of air could ever help you breathe
Have you ever stood so quietly in one place before, completely and utterly afraid to move?
Where even the slightest blink of an eye could cause a noise
Have you ever felt the exact moment in which your heart just broke?
When one more word would tare your body to utter pieces.
Have you ever loved so much that you swear you were breathing for them?
That you could feel all their pain
Have you ever heard all the voices of reason in your mind speak at once?
Where at times even their silence was deafening
Have you ever wished that you could start all over?
But too afraid that no matter how many beginnings were granted it would never be enough to right all your wrongs
Have you ever been so afraid to be alone?
Yet, the feeling of being with others was completely suffocating

Have you ever been so afraid to die

That you never ever truly lived a day in your life
Have you ever felt so torn between good and evil?
That neither of them could possible prevail
Have you ever felt so distant?
That even wings could not carry you home
Have you ever been in love?
That no matter what you did you were merely just a prisoner of its game?

H.S.T. ME

On July 1, our dearly beloved Government decided to stick it to us once more; by introducing the nation to the "Ole Mighty" H.S.T.

For those of you who aren't aware of what this actually is, here is a simple breakdown: Our G.S.T. tax (5%) is now being combined with our P.S.T. tax (8%) to create a new 13% H.S.T. tax.

Apparently, this tax is suppose to provide cuts for businesses and other eligible parties. So basically those with money already, will receive MORE tax breaks than they already do. Another scenario of "the rich get richer, and the poor getting it up the butt".

Oh sure they try to tell you that they are giving individuals and families tax credits. If you have filed as a single person: You will receive three equal payments of $100.00, and if you've filed as a family with dependents: then three equal payments of $350.00 will be yours. As if this could possibly begin to cover the amount of money we will be dishing out throughout the year. It isn't nearly enough. Yet another feeble attempt the Government has made to "justify" their actions.

I for one cannot understand why no one has stood up and loudly objected to this H.S.T. mess. I mean no big rally, no petitions against the bill and no true news coverages of how "we, the people" actually feel about this entire ordeal. How can we let this just happen? Why have we just stood by and allowed our Government to do this to us? I mean why even vote? Yes, that's right, I said it. There it is. I am sick and tired of going out and making an educated vote, only for it to be wasted on the numerous amount of twits that continuously become elected and put into office. They make the mess and we (society) are ALWAYS stuck cleaning it up.

We do our part right? We obey the laws and live somewhat peacefully within our own prospective societies. We pay into CPP, health care and taxes. Yet, somehow, someway, our fearless leaders manage to swindle away every last dime into "God knows what" and then claim that our beloved Country is in a huge deficit and we must all ban together and help get ourselves out of the financial mess we are in. Seriously? Does no one see what a load of BS this all is? Sure we do, yet we choose to do nothing about it. Let our Dear Government take some pay cuts and administer some constructive lay offs. Stop having these bloody meetings that cost "us, the tax payers" millions of dollars. You want to have "worldly meetings" than you all ban together and pay the fee. We have enough of your mess to clean up. Even a visit from our beautiful Queen must be paid for by the tax payers. Why exactly? Surely the Queen can afford her own trips no?

So why do we just stand by and do nothing? Say nothing. We will light police cars on fire and break store windows to make a point about G20 Summit Meetings, yet we don't do nearly as much to protest against these ridiculous new taxes they come up with or about the continual hike in gas prices. It's all very sad. Do we really live in a democracy, because it sure doesn't feel very fair from where I'm standing.

Any thoughts? I'd love to hear them.